well, this is the end, I love you all, don’t miss me, we will be together soon.
every night I think of you, I wonder why, why I’m not good enough, and this is what sets me off, those thoughts, the cold dark ones, I need you, I want you and if I can’t have you then no one can have me. I’m done with this life, I hate it, I just want it to be over.
on the outside, I’m normal, fun funny friendly loving caring, but on the inside is nothing anyone would expect, I’m dark writing death songs in my head, contemplating suicide. just who I am
